Monday, March 12, 2012

Happy Birthday, Little Dude!

Happy Birthday, Jonas! Today you turned 3 years old! Wow it's so hard to picture you as a 3 year old. You'll always be my little baby, my middle child. Today we sent you up some balloons again--and this time there was *almost* no wind, so every single balloon floated up to Heaven just for you. It was a beautiful day. Sunny and peaceful...birds chirping at the cemetery...turtledoves fluttering around the town. I picked out a Toy Story balloon for your resting place. You've outgrown pastel colors and baby animals. Your brother loved Toy Story when he was 3, so I knew you would too. I love you so much. I miss you so much. I wish more than anything that you were here. I cried yesterday for you, but I didn't cry today. It's your day and I know you're so happy up there, so I'll be happy too. Happy Birthday, Jonas Elliot!

Mommy

1 comment:

  1. I miscarried a baby about a month ago...my baby died. I have felt sad and angry and depressed and hurt and resentful and like pregnant ladies are around every corner no matter where I go. I know our situations were so different, but I feel less "crazy" (sometimes I feel like my loved ones are just waiting for that moment when I am not able to pull myself back from that edge). I feel less alone. Thank you for sharing!
    ~Heather

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