Attempting to Organize my Thoughts

I am in the process of moving our memorial page from myspace to this blogspot, simply because it feels more like a journal-type page and journaling is what I really want to do. I will still leave the myspace page up, but this is where I will do the most writing and sharing. I haven't really felt like I can easily open up about my grief on public forums because sometimes it is just plain dark and depressing stuff that not many people want to read. So I guess what I am getting at is that this blog will not always be the happy healing blog, but rather the dark journey that grief is. I feel that my journey has been a mostly hopeful and healing one, but some days it is not like that at all. Many times I want to share the horrible raw details with the world because sometimes it just needs to be talked about. Since this is a journey, though, there will be so many wonderful things that I will share as well so please bear with me. I hope to really start opening up on here which means writing more often than I have in the past.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for allowing me to truly open up about things...