Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Attempting to Organize my Thoughts

I am in the process of moving our memorial page from myspace to this blogspot, simply because it feels more like a journal-type page and journaling is what I really want to do. I will still leave the myspace page up, but this is where I will do the most writing and sharing. I haven't really felt like I can easily open up about my grief on public forums because sometimes it is just plain dark and depressing stuff that not many people want to read. So I guess what I am getting at is that this blog will not always be the happy healing blog, but rather the dark journey that grief is. I feel that my journey has been a mostly hopeful and healing one, but some days it is not like that at all. Many times I want to share the horrible raw details with the world because sometimes it just needs to be talked about. Since this is a journey, though, there will be so many wonderful things that I will share as well so please bear with me. I hope to really start opening up on here which means writing more often than I have in the past.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for allowing me to truly open up about things...


  1. brittney... i'm here for you and with you (even in germany) for the hopeful and healing, raw and painful moments you feel like sharing. you are so loved. so is jonas. <3 thinking of you often....laura

  2. Thanks so much, Laura! You are such a wonderful friend.